Thursday, December 13, 2007

Now alcohol, I don't like it very much at all. I mean, people drink it, puke, crash cars, I could go on forever. Am I supposed to believe they are having fun? What's the point of doing anything if you're not going to get some fun out of it? Even studying is an investment, so I can get a good job and have even more fun.

Not the pseudofun to be derived from stupid acts of machismo - real fun, real enjoyment. It doesn't even taste good. Coke, I can relate to. It tastes good. As a general rule, one should only drink things one would like another gulp of.

Anyway, what about games? I somehow am really, really (really) good at them. Not something I'm overly proud of or anything, just saying because it's not all it's cracked up to be.

Really now, I want someone to, just once, get me to feel exasperated and outmatched. I want to be awed silly, I'm serious. I want to have someone I can aim to surpass. Still looking.

Is that the draw in religion for some people? Me, I'd only find the knowledge that god existed comforting if I knew I could kill him and do a better job myself.